Beautiful , Terrible
Trilogy
All 3 Parts COMPLETE:
LYRICS:
Beautiful, Terrible Trilogy
Beautiful, Terrible I: Clarity
Hey man, I won’t say that
you don’t size up
to this rite of pride
You only show
what they don’t know
if you can’t shut the mind
Well keep out of my head
with your unfed sense
of appetite
‘Cause this isn’t over
I will show for
what you can’t deny
I’ve seen the ghost,
but it doesn’t make this right
Something to hide
For saying nothing
you’re telling something
with the story broken
Enough with the get-up
Can’t make this shit up
with the chest wide open
‘Cause I’ve had enough,
you’ve said enough,
fed up, so done with
the narrative
Never mistaken interpretation
Only coward, only sin
‘Cause I can’t take this anymore
All the terrible lies you sold
But I’ll break these chains,
embrace the pain,
learn to accept
what I cant change,
and wake up
to beautiful clarity
Beautiful, Terrible II: Duality
I can’t believe
how easily forgotten was
this story made by only me
But with shadow side
I face this light
Show me that I never
lost what I planned
to prove to myself
that I not only can
but will do what i’ve needed
to be free of
beautiful, terrible duality
This broken timeline,
chosen path,
determined catalyst
Building stronger
Lifting higher
Raising to see all that is!
Face forever
Bound together
Find me in half of the mind,
half of the heart,
half of the soul,
half of our time forever
and never part
Beautiful, Terrible III: Reality
Aum
SONG LORE
Writing Process
I’ve been wanting to do a song like this FOREVER. The idea of not following a traditional verse/chorus/verse/chorus repeated format, but instead go from movement to movement.
The concept of this song all began on acoustic guitar per usual:
I can’t help but laugh now listening back to this, especially when I sing bass guitar lines or guitar solos, but that’s how my writing process works! I use my voice to sing out loud what I foresee (forehear? lol) all the instruments playing.
Interesting enough, this song started with Part 3 which actually was originally supposed to be a tag-on rock-out section at the end of the song “Wildfire, Our Love” and was recorded back in 2017 with that song for our “Visionaries” album.
Next came part 1 which was originally supposed to be a full song on its own with an additional second verse, bridge, and 3 choruses total (like a normal song), BUT I fought the urge to repeat sections and decided to make it its own movement which led right into part 2 which I wrote last.
At the end of writing part 2 though I wasn’t sure where to take it for part 3, but then I realized I already had part 3 recorded from that tag-on ending from Wildfire, Our Love from several years prior. That rock-out section didn’t feel quite like it fit on the Visionaries album just due to how rock-driven it was, and that album was more synth rock than driving alt rock. BUT I realized how perfectly fit with the driving rock vibes on the “Beautiful, Terrible” album so it was a no-brainer to include it as the finale and part 3 of the trilogy (and final track on the new album).
ANYWAY, there you have it! After sketching everything out on acoustic, I brought Sam into the studio to record drums for part 1 and 2 (part 3 was already recorded), and then came the guitar parts and vocals. My favorite part of the whole trilogy though is the beautifully haunting vocal section that Sarah sings with the piano softly playing behind her.
Song Meaning
In a nutshell, this song is really about the deconstruction of former beliefs and exploring new ones. It’s also about PERSPECTIVE which is what the hawk on the front cover symbolizes. Reaching new heights above it all only to realize that the reality of this life of duality is that it is all ONE and part of the same, and that neither can exist without the other.